Friday, November 7, 2008

What have i been doing these while!?!?!

Yeah...like what the title of this post says...what the f*** have i been doing all these while???!?! Been living like a zombie everyday. Waking up late for lessons, falling asleep during lessons, not doing a single piece of homework when i have time and then panic n rushing to do the assignment only 5 hrs b4 the due date. Been watching videos and movies non stop on the net, been watching lots of soccer matches on the cable tv in my pantry. I think i have watched a total of 10 movies in 4 weeks siaz...Am pretty reluctant to go out to shop coz i find shopping very troublesome and hectic, Not been going out for dinners with the rest coz i always like to dilly dally and taking my own sweet time. ARGHZ..... Am i CRAZY!?!?!?! oh man...i am totally cui-ed, totally not motivated...totally lose the energy and drive in myself.

Oops, i think you all will find this super unbelievable and surprised and stunned. This cannot be the Kx that you all know right. hahaa, actually i myself cant believe it too...why such a big change in me...

Must find something to really inspire me back to start living a life again and finding myself back.

莫等閒 白了少年頭,空悲切......just in case u all dunno wat it means..it meant tt dun slack and wait until you grow old and start regretting wat you can or ought to do while u were young...been singing this song in sec sch for 4 yrs n its only now i understand the real meaning of the phrase.

Hopefully the vball competition this sat does provide me with the much needed motivation and drive to achieve something

Come on KX!!!!....

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